Latest.
The bit on the Site where I dump everything I don't have the imagination to put anywhere else

15/08/07
Over 2 months since an update, whats been going on? well, iIve been busy..doing erm..stuff and i haven't really had the time, needless to say as the summer nights begin to draw in I'm feeling a bit more obliged to sit down and do stuff..that and well, i have some stuff planned that will require the site to be right up to date.. but more of that when I get confirmation

A ton of updates for you, first from the poison and illiterate pen of yours truly we have Blessed, a story of how it could have been, how terrible my life was and really an excuse to lay into Lydia for being a dozy goth twat(I felt the need to name her because although it as subtle as a punch in the face..she's a bit S-L-O-W.)

My now legendary state of the Scene in Newcastle rant, in the good old days I used to get death threats because of these...nowadays all the rockers have sold out and become their parents I get them supping coffee and looking over their Observers and engaging in considered debate.. I say 'fuck you grandad! You weren't there and didn't know what it was like!..are you going to eat that danish?'

And my first dabble in DJaying, at the eygpt cottage and my second in Trillians( how cool is that from there to the 7 best rock bar in Britian in 6 days) yeah i've become part of the establishment I hold in disdian

From the Baron we have loads.. Phantom wanking..I was hoping it was Fanta wanking but nope.

His escapades in Spain parts one and two, that include nudity..of a most graphic and uncalled for nature

The joys or erm Joy Street.. have you ever been living with an member of the security forces in an area that is notorious for terrorists who don't like punk rock?

Barons MC skills are put to the test , he's as confused as me as to why after years of not trying to be DJ's when you turn 31 everyone wants you to do it...

Theirs even more here

Finally not to be outdone Angry is at it again with his growing empire of web sites, hot on the heels of his previous success he once agian anticipates growth

More reviews coming soon the radio and MP3 downloads will be back up eventually.

 

10/06/07
yes i know distinct lack of updates, it's my new jobs and perhaps the new lady 'friends' fault, it might even be the new houses fault..

as you can gather i've been a tad busy in the real world..i'll update soon... ish

07/05/07
quite a few updates for you, got two short ones about how lucky i am with the ladies and how my patter, is legendary... ahem in Silver tongued devil one and two
next time soemthing's i'm gay i'm going to find julian clarey and beat him to death

And the cursed bunny that we found on a road in Manchester

Dougal returns with a wee rant on how lucky he is

Baron tells us about his time in india street and how demolishing it was probably not good enough for it

28/04/07

Right everything is fixed, sorry it's taken so long, two quick updates before I completly blatter the stock pile of shit i have to put on here

First up, some new photos of Hutchy's 40th I think I asked for drunken permission to put these up..well their up..i'll take them down if need be

and wee Ode(r) to the Number 40.. Oh how I'll miss thee, thy wheels are like round things, thy scent is like piss on a dead dog

19/03/07
Photos from recent NIN Concert in Manchester

18/03/2007
Dunno why but I've added a forum, well when I say 'added' I actually mean I installed it months ago and kept it orphaned, because we all remember how successful my last attempt at running a forum was?

16/03/2007

Sorry about the Downtime, pretty big security thing that made google hate me. lots going on lots of updates which I'm sure I'll post on here at some point, couple of new photo galleries and a forum that no one will use...

20/02/2007
Some truly awful photos of me and my repra-mates have been added to the gallery - after a recent excursion to the museum, we went for a pint

Then another pint and a pickled egg

Then we went to the most under rated night in Newcastle - The Charnel House

14/02/2007
Yeah it's valentines day, where the fat,smelly and ginger feel alone

I'm so lonely...

I am of course joking... i'm not ginger i'm strwberry blonde, anyway it being about all things gushy and materialistic my memories of valetines day 1998 if it makes people feel better it all ended horribly :)

28/01/2007
Because I'm extremely lazy and this is a 'hobby' site I couldn't be arsed making sure it works on all browsers..so it works fine on Firefox..everything else..I really don't give a Rats Ass

Other updates include my exploits on my recent birthday weekend

And of course Angry's rage on the wonder of the BBBC site and their lazy journalism when it comes to sources of survey results

21/01/2007
As another week of work draggs to a close, I thought I would type up a couple of reviews just to lighten my mood...

That didn't work so I had a bottle of firestoker and a pint of vodka, which seemed to do the job..unfortunaltey it didn't do my editing skills any good so you can laugh at the spelling mistakes in my review of Doom and the remake of Assault of Precinct 13

Angry doing what he does best, talking about Blow Jobes

15/01/2007 Pt.3
Three updates in one day? they are like frigging buses.. anyway found four new film reviews that have been sitting on my desktop for months. they are from the kind people at Constant Replica

15/01/2007 pt.2

Upload photos from my recent birthday..it's not big it's not pretty and certainly not clever

15/01/2007
well the weekend is over...god it's been good and drunken, photos will appear on here eventually, to wet you appetite I've chucked on some more really old university photos.

Laugh at how young i look
Gasp at the Mayfair
Question what psychosymatic addicted Insane thought he was doing with his hair

11/01/2007
My Head long plummet towards 40 continues unabated, as my 30th year draws to close..it is a time for reflection..

right thats that over with

Loads of updates, Barons complaining about his crank nuts and dressing up like Roy Rogers

Angry's bitching about... well..everything like how the big corporations conspired to bankrupt him after they stopped supporting Betamax, laserdisc, Minidisc and the Amiga..word of warning people don't take advice off this man when it comes to buying electrical goods.

O'brien's sarnies, yeah Mexican chicken really is traditional Irish..I had no problems when I went in to get a tradtional Orish sandwich of muck, potatos with British imperialist dressing served in green top hat.

Friends Reunited.. he really is very angry

Angry also makes his predictions for the new year..

And from NSFTM another quiet pint story and how to get covered in a gay nigerians blood in a few pints and easy to follow steps

and of course my review of the year

RIP David Ervine

17/11/06

it actually was a technical issue... some fuck bag piggy backing on my site..but it's all fixed now..

The flying monkeys have been dispatched to deal with the miscreants....

'Keep that Fucking water away from me'

05/11/06
Sorry about the down time.. I could say it was a technical problem, it wasn't I was just angry..for a change, but all that kinda turned itself around pretty sharpish..It's amazing what a lot of alcohol, mates and laughing until beer comes out of your nose

Also glad that I've stopped being an angry drunk and women still confuse me

anway a new rant written in haze of headache on the way down from Glasgow, the deliruim took me to a sick place where TV heroes hump Animals and they get rewarded for it

Got another couple of Barons and Angry Rants to put , also after 2 years of asking Harry has actually started to provide me with film reviews..they had better be good or I'll boot him up and down the street

29/10/06
God I have been bored, it took my 2 hours to upload the first update to the radio show in over year, and then I went and broke the scripting, so the window doesn't resize and float... beaten, dejected, gasping for a cuppa, I'll leave it as it is for the moment. But you lucky people can still listen to my' taste' in music and the tracks from bands I have reviewed.

To listen to the noise that I call music, or to avoid the horror and see what I have loaded to the site you can take a look at the track listings

Hello MANDY

28/10/06

I'll say one thing for wallowing in self pity it has done my muse no end of good. i have added a total of 9 new observations, produced 21 posters in work and been mucking around with a slighlty amended look to the site all in the past week .

What do i have for you today? Cinemas are such Spe - Chul places, full of obnoxious fuckheads who should be drowned in the blue slushy machine in the lobby

And the final chapter of my eviction from over a year ago..i knew i typed it up but i couldn't find it..it's pretty angry

We also welcome Angry1967 to the Leavinghope fold and you can read his first six observations

25/10/06
What does Submersion, Buses, Acolytes and Chickens have in common? A Hell of a lot if my public transport initative gets backing from Nexus

17/10/06
I dedicate this update to my first heart attack and the arrival of my second stomach ulcer...why? Well, theirs a lot of rage in just a few pages. although i haven't updated in a while I haven't been sitting around doing nothing...

noooo not me!
i've been down the pub..Then I come back with W.B Yeats head on, thinking of profound and deep things to say of course these heart felt observations once they make it to the site are nothing more than the illiterate ramblings of a drunk man , who smells a bit 'soupy'.

Anyway, this evenings tit bits including the Whining waif like Vegans, i know i should not pick on the our under nourished brethern, but i'm sure their sanctimoniuos feeling of self righteousness will get them through it..unfortunaltey that won't do them any good if their tofu crop fails

The harlot that is my cat once again gets a mention, it seems only right since they eat everything in the house and make me smell like my old geopgraphy teacher, they should come on here cough up a fur ball and piss in the corner..cats are clean my hole

The joys of the number 62 and 40 raise their head agian, and how I have angered the very gods I once feared.

Blue peter badge holder, who loves kittens and led the israelites from the evil egyptians, yeah well that might not be strictly true but it's closer to the truth than a lot of application forms.

I wish i was punk rocker....No I wish I was an expert marks man with a clear view of Sandi Thom on stage

Cold, tired, hungry, drunk with only a bus stop for shelter, 4 tins of John Smiths for food and a lot of whinging...it can mean only one Thing stuck in east Durham (or at least i thinks thats wehre I was)

In even less interesting news, should have a new photo gallery up soon, and a new contributor once he thinks of a witty name


14/10/06

Sorry bout the lack of updates, lots of emotional unpleasantness going on, shite at work and all manner of other thoroughly soul destroying stuff. Needless to say it's good to have a kick up the hole now and again

And when the day arrives
I'll become the sky
And I'll become the sea

And the sea will come to kiss me
For I am going
Home

Nothing can stop me now

09/09/06
well what do we have here? an update no less..the one i promised months ago, which includes a new rant from me about XstraightedgersX two new reviews, because really it has been far to quiet on that front so we have one for the Snow Patrol gig in Leeds and review of Beltanes latest offering

We also have the Barons latest offering on his world tour of supermarkets and his fixation with eastern european cars.

06/09/06
okay i didn't upload all the stuff i threatened to.. what are going do? anyway to tide you over i've just this minute written about how great the Arsenic Monkees are..they are FAB and RAD and COOL

22/08/06
A month without an update..first up colorteck fucked up and deleted a lot of stuff, so i had to go through and upload it all again (yeah that was really fucking exciting) sickened by the whole fruitlessness of doing this I got sick of it and decided to have a break..well when I say break I actually mean doing constant replica website a content management sytem and finishing off the NISC site..so good ole LH has been on hold for a bit.

I don't know how anyone could possibly get sick of doing this for a job eight and half hours a day and then spending most of your evenings do it

Of course I have stuff to go here, I have seven rants, four rants from xBaronx, three CD review,s four film reviews and the radio show..I just couldn't be bothered..I promise (cross someone elses heart and hope they die) that the majority of the content will be on by the weekend

in slightly more interesting news, a contractor approached me today to do somework in Manchester for 4 grand a month for two months..I stupidly turned it down becuase it I couldn't be arsed travelling..hey apathy is alright sort've

23/07/06
According to a new Ad you can buy burgers from an inflatable McDonalds, the age of convience maybe, but what about the human cost?

19/07/06
Read my Blog about Blogs and how Blogs encourage perverts and challenge your comfort chimneys

I've got a tonne of stuff to do for the site including chucking Barons Brataslavia escapades on the Project Morfeo and a Beltane Review and launching the radio show

06/0706
No updates in nearly three weeks? whats been going on ..well first of all like all true web geeks i'm going to blame the software, then i'm going to blame the host..but what really happened is the past week has been shit of biblical proportions..

I'm sitting watching two people Flock and i heard voice I turned and it was a burning wheelie bin..

The Burning Bin burned brightly but it was not consumed by the flame and it said unto me ' ere you ginger git! i'm going to set a number of trials which you need to prove yerself' convinced it was the acrid cancer inducing smoke i thought nothing more of it..but then came The Seven Plagues of Eejit

oh and i've added about 100 links

17/06/06
I wish the Civil service would piss off

10/06/06
The hottest day of the year and I'm sat in doing this..Which is lucky cos I'm a ginger and I burn when people open the firdge door

Any way couple of updates, I 've added a further Six reviews to the pub guide including a fresh look at Tillys..the new pubs are:
The Old Wooden Dolly
Northumberland Arms
Enigma
Madisons
Destination
and Tilley’s
I've also updated the navigation for the impending arrival of the Durham Pub Guide

05/06/06
hola a nuestros amigos de habla hispana.for the one person who has clicked on us from a spainish speaking blog.
it's leavinghopes V.2 first birthday tomorrow, and The Dangerfields 666th gig. We have black mass to celebrate, if i could be bothered, or i might just have a nice sit down and a cuppa tea

04/06/06
Went off to the Charnel House last night after a day of chewing the fat with the Prince of Darkness..it was an excellent night and I highly recommend that you pop along, I also picked up a copy of TWF fanzine which is a canny well produced fanzine that is the product of one very commited guy.

I also found out that I'm actually a goth :(

31/05/06

Finally got around to fixing some of the videos, I'm onto Ozzy..need to take a load down because they have moved.

I've also been sorting out the review bit for all these bands that keep threatening to send me CD's i haven't got any of them yet because well it's not fair is it to get free cd's without having the space or the time to the review them.I'll roll out some of the people who have been quieter of late to do some of the work.

Another 6 Newcastle pub reviews pending and further 15 for Belfast i just haven't had the motivation of late.

The radio show is either days away or months, i've finally made through the bulk of my CD's and I'm onto my last shelf , but it makes me want to weep


26/05/2006
Can't beleive its been a year :(

The first annual 'JEFF FEST'!
This will be the first annual day of music to raise money in the memory of our friend Little Jeff @ Trillians Rock Bar
£4 Adv*

5 Bands
Powerage
FireLight
Runt
Divide Issue
Levity
6 DJs
BigG (trills/skates)
Richie (trillians/legends)
Jonesy (skates)
Glam Si
Bruce (Academy)

Charity Auction!*
6pm-1am

July 20th 2006
*all proceeds to go to:
Radio Lollipop
British Diabetes Association
Freeman Hospital

Message From TaintedLover.com
'Now that all the info's out of the way, I'll add my piece...
I'm proud to say that Little Jeff was my friend, not just the DJ who played the tunes at the best club of the time. CubaCuba kept the flame of rock alive in the darkness after the mayfair closed, when all other venues refused to host a rock night, and Jeff filled that place every Friday and Saturday. I'm sure that without his tireless efforts Newcastle would have a bare shadow of the rock scene it has today. I know a great deal of the people on TL are big fans of legends. Again, without Little Jeff, it's probable that Legends wouldn't be a rock club at all, and if it was, it probably wouldn't be half the club it is today. Little Jeff was a DJ, he was an inspiration, but most of all he was a friend. I'd love to see *all* of you out on this night to show your support, both for the memory of Jeff and for the good causes that the proceeds of this event will go to.
Vive le rock!'

Paul

23/05/2006

Everything Ends
Myself and My lady friend split up yesterday, it was good whilst it lasted (2 years and seven months my second longest realtionship) It hurts like buggery and I blame it all on me getting my haircut. Thanks to everyone who has shown support to me, it has come from some of the most unusual quarters, it is suprising and really appreciated. Just to clarify that it was no ones fault, it was done with no malice and Tam is hurting as much as me and I would like to think that Tam is as much your friend as I am.

Apparently it's not quite dead yet go to here to read my latest flirtations with being a teenager

21/05/2006
I was bored so I finally simplified the navigation, if you click on Reviews, Rants, Guides or Media, it open a pop down menu, click it again and it will disappaer, it's cleaner and quicker, if you don't like it click on the logo and it will take you to one of the other themes

20/05/2006

obviously sitting on your fat ass all day drinking tea, being accused of tax aversion and missing appointments is all very tiring..have a holiday

18/05/2006
Banging my head whilst stubbing my toe falling down the stairs..
stupid? Yes.
Dangerous? Yes

But the ladies love the scars. Find out why I'm so successful with the ladies

04/05/2006
I've recently bought Mortals album Fathom, a 13 year old industrial album which is excellent, read my review and listen to the best and worst tracks on the album here

03/05/2006
We have five new articles from the Baron, which range from trips to Laveries(WHY MAN WHY?) The Dentist, Touring with Eastfield and Kicking The Fuck Out Of Dwarfs..

I've even had the opportunity to put some of my gems on here, including You Don't Remember Me..I Used To Go Through Your Bins ,First hangover First love and Heartbroken and Hungover...reading over that it makes us sound like a Funeral for a Friend album

20/04/2006
Excuse the silence on the updates front, i've turned my attention once more to the london NISC site, which has caused me a few problems because I am trying to move hosts and the message board refuses pointblank to shift.

However in preparation for the move, I've been sorting out A forum for the site (which no one will use) Blogs(which only the most fervent and coerced goths will use) and you'll be pissing your pants to hear the return of our very own hosted radio station, you can see a demo of it here ,it only has 20 song at the moment, but I'm dedicating about a GiG to it on the new server and because the site is easier to upload and amend it will be getting updated on a bi weekly basis.on a less technical note I have about another six rants to upload from the usual suspects

03/04/2006
I've been fucking around with the themes for the site..click leaving hope, to see Murder and the Version 1.9 i thought i'd put them up even though i'll never use them..also fucking around with my new provider..tis all very sexy

25/03/2006 - pt.2
Upload Barons rants and fixed the old old old university photo album - I've updated so much recently because i have sat in front of PC since Monday copying my entire CD collection on to my computer..I've just started 'K this whole event has made me realise three things
1. I need a hobby
2. I have(so far) 169 albums, which means i'm grossly under insured
3. Fish swim nakeds EP has the same running time as Robbie Williams single'Angels '

25/03/2006
I've taken the plunge and got a myspace..please forgive me ..On the plus side you can comment on all the crap i write on here because i just block and copy it and it makes me look dead prolific

I've put another rant up about Killer Robots..it can either be about how they are misunderstood or it can be about a recent publication at work..you'll just have to go and look at see.

I really should chuck Barons stuff on here as i have a couple pending..but i can't be bothered at the minute


22/03/2006

I do dull things..honestly it's interesting

20/03/2006
first things first Dougals now a Dad..I was sent a random text with lots of figures on it that don't make since to me because I was educated in metric. However, what I could understand they have had a boy called Luke. So congratulations all round.

Leaving hope radio has been taken out the back in a sack and beaten with shovels, doused in petrol and set alight just before we chucked it down a well. It may seem a bit harsh but I'm sorting out a Podcast/Shoutcast thingy majig when I move the collective of sites I run onto one server.

A new site appealing to the alternative sorts in the North East called NE Alternative has recently went live, it's pretty swish and has the backing of a number of established forums in the area. So pop over join and do your thang (though they did call us a small site..attacking our prowess and all that:( )

The Belfast Pub Guide has just had 39 pubs added to it, please excuse the lack of photos and contact details these will all be appaering in due course..i've also managed to get someone to write them for me so i'm actually allowed to give my thoughts on them.

i've got some Leaving Hope stickers, which I would like to thank her majesty for..god knows what i'm going to do with them..

Spide.co.uk takes a step closer to being launched..but more on that when i can find three hundred quid

10/03/2006
Felt a bit weird all day..if your a mate you'll know where to find my thoughts... however on a slightly more up beat moment..I scanned in the only photographs I have of when I was at university, excuse the quality and the size, my scanners a bit shit and i'm a bit shit...

09/03/2006
The quest to fix the videos is on going i'm now as far as Linkin Park Covering Wish this is as dull as when the pub guide stopped working then started working then stopped because i was fiddling around with it(the guide) when I was drunk...

I've also found an old error page from one of my very very old sites(when i just discovered the wonders of flash), which is now the 404 error page for Leaving Hope.I'll do something more death to false metal when i can be bothered

06/03/2006
Spent the last four days drinking constantly around my home town of sunny Belfast, just got back and put up the photos and started the pub guide.

I've also fixed as far as 'D' nthe problems with the Videos..it slow and dull and it serves my right for not doing it properly the first time

26/02/2006
A bit of a landmark today after 8 months of me updating rebuilding and generally trying to be happy with the way the site is, I have finally completed the last major part of it (well when I say completed I mean that it works)

Yes without further I do I unleash onto you the Leaving Hope Video section. Which contains no fewer than 160 music video's from everyone from Aphex Twin to Wolfsheim. Please note however that some of these videos are not work safe, and they are currently stored on an external site, so some of the download times can be a bit slow. i also need to fix some of the pages so they fit correctly on the central pane.If you want a band added or you would like you own band added please contact me

More videos will be coming soon as will the Durham and Belfast pub guide.

25/02/2006
Killer Robots and Horror gore Fuckfest it's a rant incase you where wondering

17/02/2006
Fixed the foto albums and added another two albums , updated the front page a bit so i can change it back again in a couple of days

16/02/2006
Been extremely angry recently..another new rant..and four new foto albums that don't really work right yet

13/02/2006
I Hate You...Fuck off

12/02/2006
Photo albums are back...more to follow

O4/02/2006
A hell of a lot of new links added..a new rant about my unfortunate cat encounter in suing satan and the Durham pub guide takes a step closer

29/01/2006
Been busy month...a very busy month.. a stumbled drunkly into my 30's with a curry and an awful lot of ale, then avoided a hangover by getting more lashed on the Saturday and the Sunday, met up with my old house mate who i haven't seen in two years..and drank.

Then I was on strike..so me and the Prince Of Darkness went out for a few loseners in Trillians..sixty quid later, two victories in pool and some thoroughly obscure request to the DJ(sorry whoever you were) i think i went home

I've also been redesigning our intranet site at work and trying to get myself promoted and a prolonged damage limitation exercise

But enough of my excuses, a new movie review is online, for Metallicas Some Kind Of Monster, the links have been update, to some old skool rock acts. A new rant from me on the group of people i hate most in the world

Finally tracked down the Baron and where he has posted all his shite recently, so we have four new rants from him



03/01/2006

Happy new year!! 2006 already..bloody hell

it's the 2nd birthday of leavinghope today...in two years, it's seen three incarnations..my old 'it was a rush job honestly' Cuba Cuba site is still online so you can go and have a laugh at that

The 'none more black' site and most recently this one yes i'm still rejigging it the photo galleries will probably be rearing their ugly head again, i've also been fiddling with video,themes, new screensavers,proper profile pages, forum and chat..the last two i'll probably not introduce because it's just depressing.

Anyway...

Updates on here for your pleasure are five new film reviews of old(ish) films a new rant

16/12/05
Got a nice thank you email from Anemo, if you recall I was singing their praises because of how superb Johnny 5 is, Well now they have an album out and a brand spanking new website.. it's not very often you stumble upon a band as good as this so go and support them.

I fixed the pub guide..it stopped working for some reason unknown to me and Macromedia.


06/12/05
A site for legends..finally!!!..added to the links

04/12/05
The 15 page Guide to Alternativeness is now online.. I know your pain, I don't know what it's like..I know your more than your clothes and your music because your so different I feel threatened by you..I hope this goes someway in explaining that you not a sad attention seeking juvenile, who never grew out of teen angst...I'm a way to cut myself and listen to My Chemical Romance

01/12/05
Yeah yeah I know, it's been over two months since I updated, this is due, in full to the fact that my PC kept shitting itself and dying. However the plus side of any such event is that it has allowed me to stockpile crap to chuck on here. so for your enjoyment we have a new rant from Dougal, tonnes of new MP3's, new links and a new CD review of Saul Williams album .

In the next few days you will be graced with five new film reviews, and probably 11 or so new rants plus my definitive Guide to the Alternative and quite a few editions to the already mammoth pub guide. If I get the time and the inclination to post them on the site. The site has also been reorganised..not that you probably noticed.. couple of other bits and bobs in the pipe line..so keep those eyes peeled over the next few days..have fun

15/09/05
All 91 pubs have finally been completed on the pub guide, I've missed some but this only to be expected. once i remember them and actually visit a couple of them more recently(such as destination etc) also a couple of names need changed and the review of tilleys needs to be changed. The Pub Crawl, list will becoming uploaded soon covering a variety of tastes getting lashed, doing the rock thing, doing the ale thing and doing the weird thing

05/09/05
New review from Dougal, I've asked to borrow cold comfort but he has burnt it.Some new links one to the Newcastle uni Roc soc and another to kleptografi

31/08/05
Two whole weeks since i updated..It's because I moved house..for the fourth time in under two years..Mutter.
Can't remember off the top of my head how many tracks i have added to the site i think it is thirteen or soemthing, of note are Sponge, who are class, and Anemo, whose track Johnny 5 has just become the theme for my house move.
Also got three new rants..one from the xBaronx, a damning catlogue of events that gives you a systematic look at the Baron getting old and going to the Welly Park a new one from me about the dangers of ultrovox, porn and social conditioning
And the first of many from are latest dreg to join our hallowed ranks..Ian..can't think of a decent name for him so dougals gonna have to do. Dougal talks about ball pools piss heads and little lord fontaroy in Shit theme pubs

17/08/05
Added a truly awful guestbook, its latest to see how it all works and if it fits in with all this other shite.let me know what you think

15/08/05
Sorry it's been six days i've been playing russian roulette with my PC , it keeps turning itself off and on.and it's got scabies, might be a while before i update because I am moving again (fourth time in a year). Not a big update just a couple of links, for God is in the TV , Racoon Raver Records and Damnation night in Carlisle

09/08/05

I don't no what's wrong with me recently i keep seem to be finding new music that suits my mood down to a Tee. The latest discovery is Racoon Raver Records. which has a Xenotonic EP available for download. the music has this retro haunting school maths program quality. and is fitting in nicely with my current tube way army fixation. Down load it support and tell your friends about it

08/08/05
Another 12 MP3s Added and we have some real bueaties on here for you eight tracks fromCerulan and they are really really good as is Andrew Fadness, an acoustic funk meister if ever their was one.

Music like this pisses me off, because they are clearly excellent artists who won't ever make a living out of it, yet god awful girls aloud can go on and get their tits out and make a fucking fortune.

07/08/05

I've Had one of those days where i have had loads of stuff to go here and two other sites to finish but instead i have stared blankly into nothing all day..it is only now that i can be bothered to update the site

Another benchmark has been reached today leaving hope radio has been listened to for over 500 hours.

Another Ten or so MP3's added, also fixed PEZ's stuff, and it is well worth the listen. I am genuinely impressed, download serious slumping now. Keep you eyes peeled for PEZ coming out of forced retirement to impress you all with his mixes in the near future.

On the subject of MP3's some American company sends me six emails a day loaded with links to free tracks and weird and wonderful bands so looks like the MP3 section might need rejigged.

02/08/05
I've added a further 21 MP3's for your listening pleasure from Fading Away Records as always go out and support the label and join their street team
Just taken a look at the stats , Leaving Hope has allegedly had 300480 hits in just over a year that's not bad really for a site that is crap and was down for two months. might be something to do with the other two sites I host on here but it still looks good

01/08/05
Couple of links update including links to LoudMouth local punk band plus a couple of goth nights in Belfast and apparently a site for The Venue

31/07/05
The radio show has been updated.
More free music has been added and the page has had to be moved because it was becoming a bit unwieldy, it now includes some tracks from Absurd Minds, and 500 NIN premixes. Also to get away from all this rock shite I have added Pez's dance/drum'n'bass mish mash to the mix, from Happiest Joy

Twilight and Matt, now have info posted about them on the About page, I am also hosting Twilights web site Origami Kitty

Links have also been updated


21/07/05
The Baron has a new article online, some inane wittering about Goths or something - the lovable little scamp

19/07/05
Little Jeff passed away today, he is one of icons of the Newcastle rock scene, from his time in the Mayfair to his almost nomadic lifestyle trying to find a venue to continue his ‘unfashionable’ taste in music.

He has had his critics (I have been one of them) but I always appreciated what he did for the Rock/ALT Scene in Newcastle and his sets have been the soundtrack to nine years I have lived here.

He is sorely missed.

Heeds Doon.

12/07/05

Seen NIN on Sunday .Anyone who knows me knows how much of a fan i am of . Check out the review
I've got some more free MP3's that i need to link into i'm also trying to get a video of the NIN concert
The Pub Guide will be finished eventual as will the REM review

07/07/05
I've added a couple of Songs to the media section, i know I'm probably breaking some sort of net rule by linking directly from this site to the download files. If i am I'll have to face the rage of Beatallica, The Dangerfields and Bullet Union they contact me and I will remove them, just doing my bit for what i think are three fantastic bands.

I've also been fiddling around with quicktime and other wonders to put videos on the site, I have two demos currently up, the QT one is not available because it would total batter my bandwidth and storage space If you know anyone who would like songs/videos put on the site please let me know by contacting me at admin@leavinghope.co.uk

The second part of the pub guide is written and i just need to put it online, as are another two rants and a review o REM at Manchester

01/07/05
A rather big update courtesy of the xBaronx including 6 new gig reviews, 2 new album reviews and 23 new rants because of all this i have had to amend the layout of the site again. with two new links on the main menu, media and guide. some stuff is pending on both but it needed tidied up a wee bit. Rants layout has changed, now it is sorted by person

29/06/05
Constant Replica DVD mag is on the cusp of being launched, it's not available in the shops at the moment but it will be available in HMV and virgin in the very near future. a launch party is taking place you can find out all the details by reading the press release. Get your fingers out of your holes and support this, the lovely Matt writes for this site and is doing this for free because he feels that passionate about the music and the concept.

28/06/05
I have finished the rest of the pub guide just need to pop it online.
I have also had a fiddle around with video so if you go here you can see Beatallica, no sound but you get the idea

27/06/05
Pub guide has been redesigned, each pub has it's own page, photo and contact details, i have just finished converting the old one to this format, so it probably has some errors knocking around on it

New, easier to navigate theme has been added to the site, i have a load of these which most of where false starts so I may as well chuck them up.

I've formatted the rants correctly, it seems to revert every time amend it but it should be fixed now
links have been updated again, with Fastfude,Pubs of Newcastle, the Green and Constant Replica

11/06/05
More links added

Redesigned the NISC Site so i've been fucking around on the net all day and keep stumbling upon new links, hence the flurry of updates

Tainted lover has had a substantial face lift and looks a lot better , a lot less goth

Looking into the T-shirt thing as well..so keep those eyes peeled

10/06/05
The Links have been Updated again.

You should be able to email me as well because i've sorted out a leaving hope email account so death threats,law suits can now be sent to admin@leavinghope.co.uk or if you want to contribute chuck stuff to that account

I found a really shit screen saver I did over a year ago so i have chucked that up ...haven't even tested so if it doesn't work meh whadda do. Screen saver is available here

6/06/05
Four new pub reviews added, that's fifty four in total for newcastle with a further 40 pending i am going to have to re-design the whole part of the site to include contact details and photos' links etc and feed back..

Phil is 'meant' to be working on the Belfast one